I get so depressed these days and I don't know why...
Really, I don't have a lot to be fretting over, but for some reason I can't shake this lonely feeling. I still have my job, unlike some of my friends. I have a wonderful family. Even though it's tight, I can afford to live on my own.
Yet, when I come home and I'm by myself, it seems like the walls are closing in and it gets difficult to breathe. The other day I had to leave my apartment and drive around just to try and shake it. I find myself looking at the clock and praying that it will move faster so I can go to bed without feeling guilty.
God, what I wouldn't give for one day of freedom from this feeling.
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